MONEY
Swatch Watch
Braun Buffel Wallet
Slim down by 2kg Digital Camera
Upper 2nd class honor Samsung Jet/Omnia 2/HTC Dream
Netbook
Hong Kong or Taiwan Trip with BABY
HardDisk
it just gradually bring back e past... from all e sweet moments.. e bitter ones.. e happy ones.. n also e extreme down moments too..
ii still rmb clearly about my foolish past.. those ah lian life.. tat hurts everyone around me.. eye-witness my darlin involve in girl fight.. yet ii cant do anything to help.. eye-witness my ex bf two-timed me.. yet had to fake out tat kind of ii m very fine look.. while treatin everything as per normal n struggle thru my o-level.. when everyone ard me noe exactly wat happen.. eye-witness numerous of gang fight.. n goin thru e process of seein them one by one got into either boy home or jail.. tat kind of helpless feelin tat ii had to go thru gradually..
every unsuccessful relationship is a learnin lesson for me. a lesson tat taught to me stronger n smarter.. however no matter how long e incident had happened.. e kind of sadness n disappointment is always there.. ii jus feel so terrible aft lookin bac at them.. all my self-esteem n confidence jus gone.. ii no longer see myself in my own shadow.. jus by lookin bac at e past.. i found myself changin so much.. far so much till ii start to doubt myself.. am ii really tat capable? am ii really e real me now? ii m tryin so hard to search bac my tears.. all my precious tears tat had gone down e drain long ago.. while lookin bac.. ii wonder why hav they been now.. r they now right besides e god? r they e one who scarifice themselves for me so tat ii could enjoy my happiness now? r they e one who taught me wat ii need to learn in order to grow?
*i love you.. this is for everyone n everything in my life.. regardless you get to c it or not.. ii jus wan to say.. u r e ones who taught me tat 曾经拥有过还比失去痛苦 for those who choose to leave me when ii need support most.. for those who don care when ii need support most.. thanks.. u r e ones who taught me how to b strong.. u r e ones who taught me how to b independent.. thanks.. w/o u ii wont b who ii m today.. it is u who made me grow.. it is u who gave me pain.. therefore ii could found my true love. thanks..
for those who stay by me when ii need support most.. for those who never fail to b wit me when ii need help most.. thanks. u r my greatest support in my life.. tat nv fail to cheer me up.. is ur support tat allows me to hang on till now.. thanks for everythign u had done for me.. ii greatly appreciated tat.. if ii ever hurts you.. ii sincerely apologised.. ii mean no hurts.. it jus my attitude tat seems so hard to change.. sorry everyone.. I LOVE YOU <3
dear dear.. thanks for lovin me.. ii realli hope you could be my present.. my future.. pls.. ii don wan to c our relationship becomin e past.. dear ii love you..
