You're My Angel,

:D!
Hello. My name is SEOKCHIN.
:D! Hatched on 20th May 1989 : D
Attached on 260606!
Impossible for me to let HIM go
nseok_chin@hotmail.com

My past - HIPS/HIHS/TP-RMT
My future - University of Stirling

Tuesday, September 25!

RE-called on; Tuesday, September 25, 2007

ii m feelin extremely down now.
many things happened n i realli don noe wat to do..
ii don wish to c dear worried bout me.
but i got no one to talk to..
i m realli v confused now.

daddy mummy objected me n dear.
daddy don wish me to get comitted so early.
n furthermore wat trouble them is tat dear doesn't come from rich family.
i noe it sound stupid but their thinkin is tat they will nv let me b wit someone who cant even support me financially.
i noe they said all these is wei le wo hao.
but i realli love dear dear.
so wat he is not rich..
so wat he doesn't come from royal or even upper class family.
so wat he isn't from any branded sch.
i jus love him.
y mus u all ask me to stop lovin him.
y mus u ask me to break up wit him.
both of us hao bu rong yi then get tgt de.
y mus u ask me to let go??
ii don wan.
i noe dear dear wont let me suffer de.
both of us had been started to save $$ for our future.
though we r young but we got plannin.
we r both wei-inour future to save more $$ le.
y mus ask me to let go..
dear dear i realli don wan.
pls..
i beg u all..
don ask me to let go can.
i realli cant do it.
how m i gg to tell dear dear bout it??
ii m collaspin soon..
real soon..
all i need now is a shoulder to lie on..
a hug to tell me tat i m not alone..

finally managed to persuade LIA to let me resign.
i noe i shoudn't leave e team right at tis moment when they needed me most..
but i m reali too sick n tired of workin..
havin to handle all e stress n workload alone is killin me..
at least aft resign i manage to lighten myself..
sorry LIA,
ii noe i shouldn't leave u at tis moment.
but i realli need to find bac my freedom..
i had lost n bypass alot of chances..
i need to hav them bac..
sorry.

dear dear.
sorry to keep u worried..
ii noe i had not been takin gd care of myself..
ii admit my fever, headache, sore throat n every little small illness r bac.
ii m sick again.
tis time round i m both mentally n emotionally sick..
i need a doctor who can cure both.
ii promise ii will take gd care of myself de.
stop worryin bout me n concentrate on ur workin.
i will b fine de.
muacks.
wei le our future.
ii will prove to mummy tat even u cant support me well..
i aso can support myself.
we can both do it.
but tis period of times..
dear u mus ren yi ren le.
i love u!!!
1 hr later will b our 3mths le.
dear, thanx for bein there for me when i needed u most.
ii realli love u so.

rmb tis.
SC: ii love u more than i can say.
JB: ii love u until i got nth to say.