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Hello. My name is SEOKCHIN.
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Hatched on 20th May 1989 : D
Attached on 260606!
Impossible for me to let HIM go
nseok_chin@hotmail.com
My past - HIPS/HIHS/TP-RMT
My future - University of Stirling
Wednesday, February 21!
RE-called on; Wednesday, February 21, 2007
ok let me talk about wat happened from e lst day of new yr till now ba. on e chu xi i went to fortunate restaurant (xingfu ying lou) for dinner.. had a big quarrel wit daddy.. i don understand y mus he quarrel wit me on tat day la. wth lor.. say wat i treat my house as a hotel. happy happy jiu come bac... not happy then late late then come bac.. rubbish la.. ok i might b rude to them on tat day.. but tat is realli my zhen xin hua.. if they think i treat tis home as a hotel.. then so b it. i jus pay u guys rental fee n u guys jus pls leave me alone.. even i left wit $0 i rather go out n work at geylang or wat.. aso wont come bac n plea u guys.. yes.. i noe i m stupid n i m totally v stubborn.. but tat me!! if not pls teach me how to improve relationship wit ur parent.. haix..
i went to mani diff temple to pray for e same wish.. i hope HE could understand how i feel bout HIM.. n will eventually accepted me n stop escapin from it. realli.. tat night i got a 1/4 of wat i wan.. he asked me out for supper.. but i don noe how to answer him.. all becos tat night i don noe y i m realli v scare of darkness.. i struggled for v long.. asked ern for opinion la. ern told me to grab tat chance.. certain missed hou will forever b gone.. in eend i choosed to give up tat chance of havin supper wit him.. true enough la.. certain memories r gone too...
spent my whole chu yi at hm.. din went out till night times shi go ah ma house.. nth much happened jus feelin extremely bored.. haix.. at night hav a chat wit HIM.. haix.. shouldn't expect much from him.. i noe i m jus a fren to him...
spent e 2nd day of new yr at chalet. aunty booked a chalet at pasir ris.. so i went over there to play la.. yes. i won quite a bit.. hee hee... as usual nth much happen.. jus tat two more cousin gettin married in tis yr.. one on e 1oth of march.. e other on e 11th of nov.. tis mean nxt yr i got tw more ang bao to take.. hee... hurry ppl.. hurry get married.. i wanna ur ang bao.. =)) oh ya dar went over to look for me at ard 1plus.. we STUDIED rsb till 3 am.. yes.. u din c wrongly.. we actually studied for rsb at CHALET.. haha..
ytd went over to ah ong house to bai nian.. it was ah ong n alli birthday.. so we had a mini gatherin there.. those who were there r.. mac, me, alli, gina, agnes, claud, angeline, gera, nick, marcus, sikai, fulin, yu xuan, zhen hong, swely, william, chuan xun, ben n woon tak... haha.. thanks u guys for all e laughter n joy.. aft tat went out to play pool wit agnes.. ya la she won don noe y i jus don hav e mood lei.. haix.. aft tat went over to my 'lao gong' bai nian.. as usual we played two ppl de mahjong.. n i won.. hee.. told u le u don believe.. c la all ur ang bao $$ wit me le.. hee =) went over ps to meet JL for dinner.. had our dinner at swensens.. thanks for e treat.. i love e food.. it is delicious la... hee =)
early mornin went kbox wit xq dar.. i love singin.. aft tat went over to cartel to study.. saw my honey peggy n my dar ah jiao.. had a great chat wit them.. miss them lots.. jimmy sick le.. haix.. so xin teng him cos last time when i sick shi he always took great care of me.. mus get well soon ar.. u promise to pei me go out de.. went out to bai bai wit HIM.. definitely i enjoyed myself.. realli.. as long as got him i jiu v happy le.. regardless wat we had done.. he nv fail to bring me laughter.. tat y i m always attracted by HIM.. [oh ya yuan lai peggy noe HIM la]
i don noe wat to do.. sometimes i realli feel like askin u nv to leave me.. but i m afraid of rejection.. i wan to hold u tight.. i miss u hugs.. i wan u to noe i need u so.. but i realli don noe how u think n how u feel.. should i jus give up on tryin.. i don wan to regret.. could u pls tell me how u feel.. i m realli sick of guessin le. pls tell me wat should i do.. ur every hug means so much to me.. i realli wish ur hugs could last forever..
mayb givin up is e best solution ba.. mayb i should start givin u up..
