You're My Angel,

:D!
Hello. My name is SEOKCHIN.
:D! Hatched on 20th May 1989 : D
Attached on 260606!
Impossible for me to let HIM go
nseok_chin@hotmail.com

My past - HIPS/HIHS/TP-RMT
My future - University of Stirling

Thursday, September 28!

RE-called on; Thursday, September 28, 2006

26Sept: aftnoon shi i meet le belle belle then we went to somewhere near Plaza Sing to eat n chat.. ok la.. quite enjoyed myself. but aft chit chattin wit her hou she still got smth on so i went out myself.. one person went shoppin ard e whole mall.. not onli tat i hav my dinner in burger king ALONE!! though it feel realli terrible to do things alone but i think i will slowly used to it de. yup i spent my whole night at my cousin house.. we played poker card n chat till 2 plus in e mornin then we went to take some slp. damn long nv meet her le so it was a great chance for me to hav a mini gatherin wit her.
27 Sept: Went to malaysia for shoppin trip.. shopped from 11am to 4pm.. er.. total spent le nearly RM250 n more ba.. cant rmb e exact amt le but i realli bought damn lot of things. from heels to bag n from shirts to pant.. I LOVE SHOPPIN!! Wa cant imagine myself spent so much $$ la. hee.. for e whole day i jus tried to relax n enjoyed myself without thinkin bout those unhappy stuffs.. mayb today de me then is e real me ba.. OMG i m realli growin fatter n fatter le.. argh..!!!
28Sept: Early mornin went swimmin wit my same cousin at e condo behind her bunglow.. aft swimmin we went for a suana session tat help to burn off e excess water in my body. hee.. followed by tat we went for a sun tannin.. a half naked me layin on e chair tryin to get sun tan had actually attracted damn lots of ppl lookin at us in a weird yan sheng.. haha... i enjoyed bein a TAI TAI... haha.. oh ya in e aftnoon shi daddy came over to fetch me then i pei him go do his work n at night shi i treat daddy n mummy go a resturant n eat lor.. though i spent quite a sum of $$ but wei le daddy n mummy they all is still ok la. they r my parent wat.. hee.. I LOVE U DADDY N MUMMY!!

Someone told me this, "i dun wanna live without ur love. i dun wanna live my live alone. i could nv live throughout my life if i hav to make it on my own. i dun wanna love someone else. i dun wanna find someone new. i jus wanna my life alone wit U!"
aft hearin this how do u feel? touched or no feelin??
i totally had no feelin aft he told me this. though u love me deep but yet i jus don noe how to accept u.. mayb is becos we jus noe each other for less than a mth.. or mayb is becos i don wish to accept any new love le. cos lovin someone is so diff n i hav enough hurts le. all i wan now is to enjoy my life regardless is wit a grp of frens or not... u constantly care n support realli bring me hope to continue n love myself more.. i thanx for wat u had did for me yet tis doesn't mean i hav to accept u.. so sorry..

to another him: though i don noe wat had happen between e both of us.. mayb there r some misunderstandin between us.. though u keep sayin tat explanation wont works for us. then let it be lor.. i will nv forget u as a fren.. i promise i wont disturb u anymore cos i jus feel tat no matter wat i did.. nothin seem to b right.. u hav ur grp of buddy tat keep u busy thru e whole day.. but i don hav wat u hav..i don hav as much freedom or frens like u.. but at least i wan n i can control my life.. as least i noe tat i wanna to fully enjoyed my life before i hav any regret. i hav enough of sadness le. i wan to b happy thru my whole life. n i hope tat u could send me ur greatest n deepest blessin.. n i will send my greatest n deepest blessin for u..hopin tat no matter wat happen u r always so happy n strong.. take care!